For emma

Blue daisy   you sway along with the wind fragile petals twinkle in sunlight beauty as if every night the stars had themselves kissed their daughters in delight.   Such deep strokes of colour distance becomes duller profound colours of lovers heavy shades of summers.   in a vast terrain of green your presence never…

Nothing

An empty slot A numbness in every colour A pale reflection In every complexion. . Boredom endures Loathing in every wrinkle Days with no end Smiles likely to be misspent . A butterfly gently flapped her wings In a flower she stopped A slow raindrop cutting all strings . A new spot Promptly seemed to…

Midnight thoughts

Don’t you fucking dare leave me Don’t you fucking dare let me go Don’t you fucking dare flea Don’t you fucking dare forget me . I can’t breathe without you My heart beats only for you I have no meaning but you . So please Don’t you fucking dare move on Don’t you fucking dare…

Blinded

-Can you hear that? He grinned at me, his hair softly blowing in the wind, his eyes sparkling through the mist of the mountains. I simply chuckled at his childish smile, his smooth features shining as sunlight beautifully hit his face, like a scene taken from a movie. He took my hand and spun me…

Reality

How am I supposed to live without you Reoccuring fear of your fading memory How could I ever see through This endless life without you, my coral sea Oxygen that fills my lungs My heart beating Ever since our meeting. . If only I would erase reality So I could live in yours If only…

You pt.2

I shed tears for your future indifference I shed tears for your future distance I shed tears for you, fading stories once lived, decaying . I cry for the day We both draw apart I cry for the moment I won’t replay Every memory I hold dear in my heart . I tremble not for…

You

I trace a line from your hair to your eyes from your stomach to your thighs there’s not a thing I could despise as in your most human flaws I find the most outstanding demise as if of my own.   Listening to your soft voice late at night I wonder how it is possible…

Manly tears

How could it be wrong for men to shed tears if there is nothing more beautiful than to see a vulnerable soul finally pour out its fears.   .     Man, it’s been a while. Sorry if I haven’t posted much, but it’s been a mix of a crushing  pressure to write a unabtainably…

Heartbroken

I feel like I have lived wrongly all this time All these crossroads in front of me clearly point right So why do I want to go left?       Hi guys! Long time no see, huh? Happy Holidays! I hope you have a joly old time with your loved ones.

Scary

So, today I decided to tell my psychiatrist I had depression. This was the first time I had ever told anyone. Heck, this was the first time I had said it out loud to someone else. Don’t get me wrong- it was terrifying. I was so anxious, and when she asked me more questions I…

Words

Hi guys I’m sorry I haven’t been able to continue the 30 day challenge I set for myself, I honestly have been so tired. But there’s no excuses, really. I am extremely sorry. I will still finish it, just not in the 30 day period. Anyways, what this post is actually about is what I’ve…

Yourself

Honestly,   try to listen to your body to your gut to yourself you will make mistakes but, in the end, you know what’s best because there’s no one else who will live your life for you who will stay with you every day.       . (Tuesday- if you are wondering why I’m…