I am sorry

    Tears fill my lungs Suffocating pain Drowning in rose petals Gentle reminders of your touch.   Nothing will amount to your hair lightly ruffled or your fingers squeezing a thin piece of paper Nothing will amount to you in the morning or at night   Curious wonders going through your eyes as the…

Blinded

-Can you hear that? He grinned at me, his hair softly blowing in the wind, his eyes sparkling through the mist of the mountains. I simply chuckled at his childish smile, his smooth features shining as sunlight beautifully hit his face, like a scene taken from a movie. He took my hand and spun me…

You pt.2

I shed tears for your future indifference I shed tears for your future distance I shed tears for you, fading stories once lived, decaying . I cry for the day We both draw apart I cry for the moment I won’t replay Every memory I hold dear in my heart . I tremble not for…

You

I trace a line from your hair to your eyes from your stomach to your thighs there’s not a thing I could despise as in your most human flaws I find the most outstanding demise as if of my own.   Listening to your soft voice late at night I wonder how it is possible…

Scary

So, today I decided to tell my psychiatrist I had depression. This was the first time I had ever told anyone. Heck, this was the first time I had said it out loud to someone else. Don’t get me wrong- it was terrifying. I was so anxious, and when she asked me more questions I…

Words

Hi guys I’m sorry I haven’t been able to continue the 30 day challenge I set for myself, I honestly have been so tired. But there’s no excuses, really. I am extremely sorry. I will still finish it, just not in the 30 day period. Anyways, what this post is actually about is what I’ve…

Yourself

Honestly,   try to listen to your body to your gut to yourself you will make mistakes but, in the end, you know what’s best because there’s no one else who will live your life for you who will stay with you every day.       . (Tuesday- if you are wondering why I’m…

Something new (hopefully)

Hi guys. I want to try something. It’s no secret that I love to write. And I’m at a time in my life where I’m very confused where I’m supposed to be going. What I’m supposed to be pursuing. So I thought of doing something. What if I wrote for 30 days straight? Just rough…